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Good morning everyone and thanks for having me. I have [...]

Mount Hawthorn, Western Australia
via The Full Circle Project
Good morning everyone and thanks for having me. I have recently joined this site after listening to one of Max Igan's shows and thought I would like to connect with some similar people.

I am in my late 30's and have been through some massive changes in the last few years. I have always felt quite different to those around me, even my immediate family and have had to work out a lot for myself as a result. Over the years, I have tried many different things to discover myself and what I am all about, and where this fits in to the greater world. I tried the system/ materialism path for a long time thinking that if I could join "the club" I would be happy and all my problems solved. This was far from realistic and actually made me much more sad and confused as the harsh reality hit me that I had been sucked in to the game on a huge scale. At the time I was working hard, having children and trying to make us financially stable (by going in to a ridiculous amount of debt - go figure!) and almost went bankrupt. I was fortunate enough to be able to retreat from this situation but was in a really bad place.

This is when I went to see David Icke last year with a friend. I knew nothing of him and thought it would be one of those seminars where they try to sell you things. I said to my wife that I would probably be home in an hour but ended up there until after 10pm after a long day. This changed my life completely and started a new journey that feels strange as I undo the programming and uncover the truth about the world around us and what I can do to help make it a better place, much like Max speaks about on his radio show. When I heard him describe himself and his journey, he could have been speaking for me 100%, and I was naive enough to think I was the only one!

I look forward to getting to know you and contributing to this site. Thanks again for having me.
Welcome StaffyB, brilliant first post, enjoy the site and it's contributors
Tuesday 5 September 2017, 09:24:37
Welcome StaffyB, as Baz says welcome to the family, your home now, I also "woke up" to DI,
Tuesday 5 September 2017, 09:38:14
Thank you for making me feel welcome Bazzzilll and Gaynor, I really do appreciate it. Breaking through the haze I was born in to has been unique. Many things that didn't make sense, but seemed strange, now seem clearer. Some questions have been answered but many haven't and there are many new ones added to the list. In a lot of ways, I feel a lot more content and calm in life than I ever have before when I would expect I would feel much worse!

But, it seems there is something empowering in knowing what I know now, although terrifying and heavy at times. Feels like a great responsibility to somehow help this world and everything in it to the best of my ability. I have always considered myself a decent person that genuinely cares about the greater world around me but every time I have tried to break away from this broken system, it drags me back in kicking and screaming. I don't seem to work well in the Corporate/ capitalist work environment as I can't seem to get past my morals and ethics. In my last workplace, I found it very controlling and had to put on a mask every day and pretend I was different to who I really am. It wasn't a bad place to work but as the economy here contracted, the State Government took the opportunity to start culling employees through involuntary redundancies. They even used other employees, co - workers, to do the culling through a special team called TEAM. They were handpicked but in my opinion were those employees that were willing to enact the dismissal of other employees if it meant a small feather in their cap (or the promise of advancement down the track). I seemed to feel it all, all the tension and stress people were feeling as they threatened all of our jobs. In the end they sacked the most vulnerable as their positions were redundant. Their positions were, but their work wasn't so it meant more work for everyone else. I went home upset every day and had to up my anti depressant medication at the time. I was suffering headaches and endless colds and flus. Following this, I had some time off when my son was born and couldn't bare to go back. When I was due to return, I walked back in and quit and have been continuing my journey ever since. I am still not working but need to go in to a job that feels right instead of a job for money as I just seem to go crazy in those sorts of jobs. Unfortunately, you need money in this system so need to work out how to support my family but am sure this is the right path, even though it feels strange!

Thanks for listening and I am hoping as I learn I can contribute and be more active in making the world a better place.

My best wishes

Wednesday 6 September 2017, 06:27:57
Brod, I concur, respect and resonate with the above, as Johnny Nash sings, there are more questions than answers! Wishing you strength and clarity on your journey.
Wednesday 6 September 2017, 11:39:38
Thank you Bazzillll and I apologise for my late reply. I appreciate your well wishes and graciously accept them and send them back to you my friend. It seems we all need as much strength and clarity as we can find. Best regards....
Monday 12 March 2018, 06:18:07
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